So there we go...

A slow sad rain on a summer day. Matches my mood.

Been gray and close, the humidity crushing and sapping energy that is already low because of the lack of sleep.  A work day, on the weekend, but worth the time and a half.

I am not good at beginnings, and even worse at endings.

I went to a convention in Ohio recently. I stayed with my ex-wife. It was awkward, but nice. We had a long talk, and apologies were passed around. Her husband is a nice guy.

An old friend, who I had lost contact with, and I spoke for the first time in months. The air was cleared, and a connection reestablished. He misses Michigan.

I broke things off completely. Had to walk away. We were doing nothing but hurting each other. I couldn't be what she needed, and she couldn't be what I needed. I am sad.

43 years ago I started this trip. There have been good times and bad, I have been happy and sad. I cried, I laughed, I went to war, I moved to another state, then moved back. I got married, got divorced, bought a house and gave it back to the bank. I have lived, I have loved, and I have learned. I know that no matter how alone I feel, I am surrounded by people who love me and care about me, and 2 brothers who are brothers. I have 2 lovely nieces, the best dog in the world, and a job that I love.

To all my friends and family, I say thank you. This year will present some challenges, as all of them do, Tuesday I have an appointment with the Pain Management Clinic, and my hope is that they will be able to help me overcome and control the pain that has plagued me for the last 2 years.

So again I say thank you, and I love you all.